Tag: Charlie’s Journal

Touching might be okay in certain situations. Held hands with Thandi after fiasco at party. Sort of.  Touched hands. Didn’t not like it. Must continue to test and see if it is just anomaly.

T very impressive. Stood up to so many people. Wish I had the balls. The onion as shitty and insufferable as before. We will be released into the Haven proper. Keeping rooms at the Center. If I am going to stay, will they move me someday? Feel bad for N. She wants to go back…

Obstacle course. Relatively easy— N did shockingly well. Very creative. I am not creative like that. T did shockingly poorly. She asked us to compete with her but I felt so bad I could not manage to compete. Tried to soften the landing. Literally, once. A bit frightened of C with the shadow pop thing.…

Have job and studying all time. Noticed changing easier when knowing how to arrange everything. N excellent study partner. Gets it. May even shake hands like colleague some day. SC difficult to teach. Willing to learn but sometimes puts me off. T enthusiastic teacher for magic now. E confirms my bedside manner shit.

Became much. Weasel. Panther. Bear. Was good and bad. Never overwhelmed like that before. Frightening. Want to control it. Embarrassed. But did it for science. Others tried as well. Mine could have been worse.

Talked to Mother using bizarre scroll. Confirmed: am literal bastard. Pros: Josiah is my father, Byron is not. Cons: Went through that shit for nothing? Mother and J on the run. Know J will take care of Mother, has always had a system figured out for the day they ran. Don’t know when or if…

Granted a journal. Will write. Mother & Josiah status unknown. T not answering questions. Need to probe more. Made me eat. (Beignet not bad.) Received pamphlet after “class”. N seems like she will be good company. Unknown about rest. No ETA for Mother & Josiah. Questions: Need to request the source books. Pamphlet only opens…